tough

me,
if you would like to find a sentence to describe about myself, that will be:
' a girl that lack of confidence, not brave, pessimistic and so on'. seemed all in negative.
however, from now on, that will be the opposite.
cause i believe there is nothing impossible, and there will be a way for you whatever happen.
i will stand firm on my feet and will oversome all the obstacles.
will remember all the helpful people, and the unhelpful people,
because of them, i get to know who is the one that will treat you good from the deep heart.
thanks for the lesson, i believe i will remember it my whole life.
for the past few years, i learnt many lessons- heartache and valuable.
it's time for me to grow up, im not a little girl anymore as you remember previously.
you may look down on me, but do trust me, in 3years time, i will become a brand new belinda.
in this following 3years, i will leave my family for studies, but also i will learn a lot.
first, independent. second, tough. third, mature. forth, smart.
future, is aways in our hand, if you grab it fast and tight, you will become well successful.
don't let any hope evade from you, brave to solve all the problem.
be optimistic, everything will be fine a day. a proverb in chinese:
' when a boat reaches the end of the bridge, it will eventually become straight.'

big big day

it's my birthday today, should be happy isn't it?
but my result is out on today as well ><, hoping it was going to be alright.
got my result, although it's all passed, but not satisfied with the grade :(
people: me, boey, sooting, sulinn
place: secret garden and sg. wang
sooting and boey came to my house in the morning, i was busy checking my result.
then, drove to fetch sulinn for lunch. reached there and waited for few minutes.
ate lunch and took pictures (in facebook).
drove to sg.wang, thought of sing k but it's damn expensive so forgot about it!
sooting, boey, michelle bought a high heel for me. gave back them 10cents according to chinese traditional thing. Thanks for the present.
sulinn gave me present too, thanks.
done with my celebration and it's time to decide my future.
gonna apply for loan with my result, hope i do success, god bless again!
which university? just got 2 universities offer the course that i'm interested in, nilai and utar.
so, most probably will be nilai cause they provide dual certificate.
feeling? nervous when checking result, unsatisfied after knowing the result, happy when the celebration, busy checking university after the celebration.
my UK dearest friend, jocelyn, called me again, wished me and asked about the result, i'm so glad to have her in my whole life :)
and thanks for the celebration, i know i'm not in the mood but i appreciate it a lots^^

touch

time: early in the morning
'GEE' *my message tone*, woke me up..looking at the round clock and it's 10am.
i was wondering who was it, i felt refused to get myself up form my comfort bed.
looked at the phone, felt like scolding the person ><
and, after i read the text, i felt so touch, happy, sad.. *mixture of feeling*
it was JOCELYN *my best friend ever in London*
she still remember what i told her on our last conversation which was ages ago.
although it was a short text, but i felt touching.
SHE, a pretty girl, an elder sister of me, a closest friend ever, a room mate for at least a year.
a girl that knows what i think, what i want without any conflicts.
she took good care of me in London..we had a lots of sweet memories.
i was shock enough when i received the text, is like out of my expectation.
she did remember, remember..although,
we are now NOT staying in the same room, having breakfast, lunch, dinner and supper together, revising together,shopping together and so forth.
sometimes, a simple, warm text is what we need to build a strong friendship.
i miss her a lots, the time that we used to live together and THANKS.
she may not read my blog but i feel really glad and proud to have a friend like her, treat me as a sister ^^